Stilll Learning...

What a month, so glad it’s over! There are so much to write about and yet I find myself tight on time. Gosh, $ 700 for book and intutions- if it wasn't for ebay and half.com it would have been $700 for books instead of $450, another $400 for the rose gold w/ little pacts of diamond ring as a birthday present for myself, Jane’s bach and gift $260+, eating out and Clothing $ 350+ etc. I can’t believe I’ve spent over 2+k this month and that’s not including rent, gas, cable and ebay. =( I gotta stop this! I could have went on a trip, then again it was all worht it.

OK! I have to admit that going to school and working both full-time is really hard. Yes, I dropped my English class already simple b/c too much work, I was spenting about 10-12 hours weekly for this class and it’s killing me. So here I am, talking 4 classes this semester instead of 5. (So what if I tranfer and graduate a semester late.)

My fellow students are so young and they seemed so immature; while some seemed to have trouble -others seemed to take it in stride. =/ I’m in between. However it so much better, though I’m have never study so much in my life. I am so much more focused than I was when I was younger. I have a clear goal and a real reason to go. Joanne’s right, “Just do it! Think of it this way, it'll be much easier now than if you wait even longer.” As with many things in life, the toughest part is thinking about doing it.

Ps.

On a lighter note, I'm actually getting 5 hous sleep each night.

I told my boss that I no longer could stay for over time, he understand.

gtg . time for bed.. =)

back to school !

I hate being stressed out! It’s been crazy lately! Oh God! there's so much to do in life and it just feel like there's no time to do it. I decided to go back to school and just get a BA. I regret so much for not getting one, hopefully I could transfer next semester and should be done 1.5 year or 2 at most. I know I know, 5 classes is a lot for a semester, a full time job and helping Jane plan her wedding. I know it’s worth it at the end!

After I graduate, I can finally quit this job and relax a bit. I want to take 60 days off and maybe go to Europe or something? I don’t know yet? =( a bit sad that I’m not going anywhere for vacation this year. Hopefully I’ll get to go to Egypt or Taiwan next Sept. So yes! I’m saving up- so far its only $450:my goal is $2500.

Oh a happier notes, Britney did great at the VMA! Everyone is finally giving this poor girl a break, then again she’s