It’s been nearly a monthly
since graduation and I’ve not done much since. The odd thing is that I’ve been busy
with school the past year that I no longer know what to do with my life at the
moment? Is there such thing as a post-graduation blues? Is this normal for all
graduates? Or perhaps I’m just making things up again? Seriously, I’ve
literally did nothing valuable with my life since, it is as though my mind and
body has completely shut down- went on vacation without me. It’s not like I
don’t want a job. In fact, I’ve been looking for a job for the past week but
nothing seems promising. Then again I haven’t turned on the pc much the past
month. To make things worse, I've been
avoiding my phone for the past few weeks-by leaving it in the car.
Furthermore, I wonder if I
am panicking about life right now? It seem as though everyone is doing their
own thing and I’m just stuck doing nothing. Then again, if I’m panicking about
life- why am I nervous, scare and excited at the same time about the future? My
mind keeps wondering if I will be able to find a decent job that pays ok? Will
I find, no not find, will I meet that special someone soon? Will I lose that extra 30 pounds I’ve gain
the past few year? Will I make enough money to put a down payment on my own
place? Will I be able to change myself? Will I be more outgoing? Will…. .... .....
Well, I guess we will
see…
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